Depression of a graced heart

Day one in your life is good.'

Day two is nothing more then taken from a chapter from lucifers night time story.

Day three, it all clears up in you.

Days go by, people expect that you are in searten way from the day they met you, they dont understand that one person to another is unique. Some change, some dont, and some people dont change even if it looks like they do...... They are not changing, they are going thrue something called depression.

Depression is not often what the persons loved ones create, its just something that happend before in the past, that comes sometimes to the surface.

When depression comes, it can look like you changed alot, but very next day you can be "changed" back to that sweet fuck you once were. Problem is at the wievers eye, to judge before ask how it is.

Dont ever judge a human and call your self god beliver, bible sayes exact what god preaches, dont judge your fellow. Its not our area, its gods area.

People change, but its up to them, i dont wanna change, i wanna be me, and if you choose to involve your self in me, well wellcome to a world of depression and darkness, mixed up with a grace of big huge love that are from the deepest of my heart, whats always been a true gift to me, and hopefully to the one i love.

I love like nothing else, i love like i never loved before, this is Michael, and i do have strong deep depressions, too often. But that dont define that i dont love my baby and loved once everyday......