One day i wanna fly here

When i look upon the star, star to the left of the one to the right, further away then the nearest star to the boy on the moon.

When i see that star, all i see is my land, my neverland. Where nobody misses me, becouse i will be forgotten.

In my land im never forgotten, and yet there has never been anyone else either there.

Thats the land where sun is high in the sky everyday, dark at nights but very comfortable temprature.

Thats the land where the soft breeze speaks and whispers memories to your ear, so you never forgett those you once loved, but who they forgot about you.

The fields and walleys reaching far far from the riverbank.

Horses running naked among there brothers, drinking from the water that floods below my feets, they smile when they see me. I smile back.

This is the land where grass smooth as cotton sweet as strawberry touches your body when you lye down, this is the land where i finally get my peace, this is the land no one wanted to join me, becouse it was enough with me on mother earth, they wanted to be with there loved once, here in this star, in this neverland there aint no relatives no nothing, only me..... Only me......

Stand by the love that surrounds you

No matter who you are, you embrace the land and moon.

No matter you are, you embrace the heart of a long lost soul.

Smiles worthy as the diamond you are, glittering in the night fall. Mountaines crumble, stars fall, but just as long you smile, the world smiles, even if the world being thorned apart under your feets.

The road is long, the pain is there, but as long as you stand with the love in your heart, it fills your road to blooming summer fruits of heaven choosen.

Smile with eyes glittering for your love one, he will smile back with the love in his heart he shares with you, smile you are worth so much more then a tear of lonelyness.

Sky we look upon will shine one day, never let your eyes be turned away, the star might give you a flirt one day.

Feel the love you share, feel the smile that grows in you, you wount be sad, when you have people that wants to belong to your soul.

He sang that song: Stand by me, he really did, listen to it and stand by me you shall. Dreams are made for you, your dreams. The song you sang, are made for you, becouse you sang it one early fall, with a lovely microphone in your hand, that one loved you.

Dont fall upon the wings of sad tears, instead ride the white horse with the golden wings that shine as you do, you two belong to each other.

Golden star you are, shiny revenge of happyness god gave us, you are.

Stand by me, and you never walk alone it the path of darkness.

To Jeanette, with smiles and words of carying i give this. Hope you get happyer soon

Flying minds aint always the best choise

My offer for you my friend, is not a scientist experience, no its a simple question of past you trashed one day.

My tip for you, for the future, is not solving an algebra, its a simple wake up 4 am story.

Weare shelter, weare clothes, you never know when you need the power of your beauty.

Is it possible, to look fat and beautiful? Is it possible to look thin, and ugly? Do one thing everyday, embrace your self, sometimes you have make up, sometimes not. Remember the good words fellow american once told you, you are as beautiful as you are.

One day you get children, one day you get sick, what ever happends, never fail in your own eyes.

Dance the funky shit that made you happy that day. Get to know your relatives, work hard to be loved. You get old, but you always stay young.

Travell, live in the high priced Oslo, or even be shot in streets of New York, smile, you got attention from a guy with a gun.

Buy advises, go with them, they maybe are cheap as expennsive, but never recycle the knowlidge you got.

Sun rises in the south, settles down in north, there it will be cold one day.

Enjoy the beems of a warm sun, enjoy your self.

Grab that little straw that life teases you, becouse it is so high up that you have to jump to grab it, smile.

A song maybe scares you one day, sometimes it comforts you, but is it really the song, or is it him, who sang that song, did he get you to feel sexy? Or did you think he was so handsome? You never get him, forgett him, stay on earth, dont fly away and think you can have more then you are worth.

Maybe you are worth a frog, maybe a prince, just be happy some one wants you, i am, but i got something else then just something.

Work hard for love, for people, but leave before it destroys you. Price is high, respect the price and pay it.

Dont mess with your self, no hollywood acter will have you, they live in a world that we human dont exist in.

Love this and now, be happy for this and now, maybe you loose it all, becouse you flew away in your mind wanting more then you ever could imagine.

Green castles and warm beer in scottland

If you have a dream, dont wish, make it happen.

If you have a wish, dream it and make sure it comes alive.

I fought dragons, i fought princess from a forgotten past. I made it to the otherside, far from evil witches and horoble trolls.

In the woods far from here, behind the oak so tall that it reaches after princesses and queens, right next to the river that drowns princess and holds swords of innocent blood shade.

There, in that wood i sacrifised many tears and dreams of pearls and diamonds.

A old beer with bugs in it i drink, with pleasure and pain.

Robbers so many, try to fill their pockets with the blood of my pennys. I never invited them to my life.

Bartender serves me this late afternoon with warm drinks and painfully told dreams woven by a misterious queen far from here in a castle that were in ruins before, now stands tall with green grass as a blanket on it.

Sword of mine points in a direction of south, where the climate is warm and ladys so nice.

Shield it weares many scars from battles from diffrent ages i fought in.

Trumpet lured me in the throat of the dragon, who flew to the west from the green grass castle i once visited.

Burning flames over walleys of scttland, William once told that they can never take our freedom, but they can sure as hell take our lifes. I agree....

William Wallace he was, brave young man with dream of keeping scottland as scottland, blood they shared with hands so white, now are blessed with red colour, maybe not love, maybe hate.

I never fought for William, but i do that in my dreams, and a lady i will rescue from the dragon and hes evil queen.

That lady i marry one day. My love, my dream, my reality.

One year round and you might love me still

August day came, you were like the sun that beems my eyes, so hard to look at, becouse you shine more ever then i never knew.

September karusell spinned my misterious life.

October we saw the crazy life thrue a looking glass. Every line you spoke that day was like taken from a love story by a crazy Mr who said that life was so beautiful.

November came, i did mourne one day, but the others i sang lalala, becouse you made me sing that song Michael Bublè sung, you know, "everything"......

December came, wind was calm, unexpectedly quiet. I rang your bell, you never answered.

January came, you know what love can do, its you only you that holds those lines that my heart speaks.

February was eargent to force thrue January, it took only 31 days for February to be born.

March, i sang that birthday song in middle of March, i dont know if you heard me that day, but i did sing it, only for you.

April is here, not that girl named April, i speak in tungs, iknow. But dont twist you head around, it will only make a nasty sound.

May, summer heat is showing its self now, i still ring that bell, you dont answer.

Did Jun wind snatch you away from me? No it was the other month that did.

I remember that sunny day you made love with me, i remember every hairstraw i kissed, every letter your beautiful innocent lips told me. They forfilled my fantasyes, my dreams, i kissed them and had a smooth taste of love in my lips. Please kiss me again my lady.

July is here, please answer my call, answer my kiss...

August came again, i woke up that 23rd day and realized that all i went thrue was only a dream, becouse near me in my sunwarmed bed, you lyed, we had made love that very same night you kissed me.

Kiss me again and never let me dream a dream where you dont answer my call....

Teaching of life

Life comes and holds your hand a while. Sometimes it holds you little bit harder then other days.

That hand that holds you gives you maybe a child or two. Maybe it gives you hard time with sickness and pain.

When it lets your hand go, you will dream an ever lasting dream...............

-When we die, we travell to other side of the life we are use to, some people dont belive in that world beyond ours, others do.

When we die, we meet our loved once that we lost before we died, when we lived. We reunite with them, and are together forever. On the other side there is no pain like here. If you were marryed when you lived, you reunite with him, her. Animals are even united with us when we die, if you had a dog, well that you will have when you pass away, that same dog you had in your bed when you smiled at it.

Some people that die without knowing they died, never rest when they pass, becouse they never understood they died here on earth, thats where the people that can speak with the dead comes in, they help them to find their light, where their loved once are waiting.

The road to the otherside when you die, is a tunnel, made by very strong light, in the end of the tunnel, you see maybe your mother, if she past away before you or your dad, brother, your husband, wife. Some one that was wery close to you.

When you are dead, you can be on several places almost same time, on the otherside its not time that rules, there is no time, thats why you can travell by only thinking of that one that still are alive to come to him, her.

When you marry someone, you do it in the presens of God, you give him your word that you and your beloved one shall be ONE. Its by then you connect with each other. Ofcourse, love has a middle point in it, if there is no love, there cant be bounds between two people.

So love doesent only bind us here, it reunite and keeps us together on the other side forever.

The death moment dont hurt, its a relief, its only when you leave your body, it can be little bit funny feeling. You stay three days near your body, its a mourning session that soul does.

It took three days before Jesus rised from his grave.

When you die, you become an observer on your loved once that still live, you share there happyness and sorrows, but you can not be seen if they dont have the gift to see a soul. Those who see they are very lucky, they still can enjoy their lost once after they went away.

Death is a beautiful thing, it dont hurt, it brings you to a safe place, Gods home.

-So people who reads this, wait with travelling to that beautiful place, stay here as long as you can, in this world of pain and sorrow. Why i like that, well its easy, its here you give your plattform to form your self, dont worry when you gonna die, that God has already choosen for you, let him take you when it is time, and dont take that decission by your self.

Live, love, learn as long as you can here on earth. Its not dangerous to get hurt, yes it hurts and are really painful to live, but one day the sun shines in your life again.

I am not sure if i die today, that i will ever again meet my girlfriend again on the other side, i am pretty sure that our story ends here where i took my last breath, becouse i have no bounds more then the love on distance we share. Thats why i want to stay alive, i wanna have that bound with her, that one that gives us the ticket to share a forever after death life.

Life is a bitch as sweet it is said. But please try fighting even if you loose some battles.

God gave you a gift wich not everyone gets, LIFE. We who live are many, but you can guess how many there is that never is born, that was suppose to be born, but never were choosen by God. That is way more then we are on earth.

Treasure this gift, find your love of your life, like i did. And for Gods sake, fight for her, him, please....

I fight so we can be together one day, get engaged, have children, get marryed, live a life together forever, and eventually die, and then reunite on the other side, its all it is about, how we manage to fix the forplay here on earth, so we can feel the true happyness on the other side.

LOVE, LIFE, BELIVING, SHARING, there you have life in a package.

This is my knowlidge, my words, my teatching, belive it or not, i dont judge you.......

Depression of a graced heart

Day one in your life is good.'

Day two is nothing more then taken from a chapter from lucifers night time story.

Day three, it all clears up in you.

Days go by, people expect that you are in searten way from the day they met you, they dont understand that one person to another is unique. Some change, some dont, and some people dont change even if it looks like they do...... They are not changing, they are going thrue something called depression.

Depression is not often what the persons loved ones create, its just something that happend before in the past, that comes sometimes to the surface.

When depression comes, it can look like you changed alot, but very next day you can be "changed" back to that sweet fuck you once were. Problem is at the wievers eye, to judge before ask how it is.

Dont ever judge a human and call your self god beliver, bible sayes exact what god preaches, dont judge your fellow. Its not our area, its gods area.

People change, but its up to them, i dont wanna change, i wanna be me, and if you choose to involve your self in me, well wellcome to a world of depression and darkness, mixed up with a grace of big huge love that are from the deepest of my heart, whats always been a true gift to me, and hopefully to the one i love.

I love like nothing else, i love like i never loved before, this is Michael, and i do have strong deep depressions, too often. But that dont define that i dont love my baby and loved once everyday......

Forever 15

I belive in nothing.

Not even a standing single rose will feel proud when the day that ruined mother earths beauty.

I belive in nothing, nothing and everything...

There is no more peace, that went long gone with that train that left an earlie saturday in warm december.

The war is closing faster then i never thought, one word and the enemy will open fire, innocents will always die in a war.

It doesent matter how many breath takes i took, where did those go? I need a heart beat.

Tell me would you kill, to proove you are right? Yes!

Tell me how many times you would sacrifise to be taken by word? Millions! And only once.......

Same same but different, do you really love it?

Life leaves always a dark path after a lucky strike in the bowling place.

You said you always belived, do you belive that word?

Breath, fight, burn slow, it will still end the same way, crash and burn. That hurricane will always be there, depends on if you knew what you wanted and got the equipment for to stand against the strong wind? Do you really love, then you did buy that, as much as my wind blows when i love, the same it blows when you question my word that came from my true tounge.

Heart tells you when you have a bad picture to look at, and when you have a good one to look at.

Tell me would you live to feel the passion in love? How much would you sacrifise to love another? I would sacrifise everything.

I belive in nothing, and everything....... I belive in the one that i love with all i have, my babylove.

F O R E V E R 15

On top of it, and i like it

I paid my deeds that other week. Shopping souls for my last penny.

Im sitting on top of the world, iknow this is the final call where i kiss the wind, and let it go flying out over the sea i look at, and i like it.

Flipping coins and laughing over you. Birds i watch fly, spreading their wings, im sitting on top of the world and i like it.

Dragons breath their heat on me, i still sit here, and i like it.

Grass dances while wind blows its gentel wave. Flowers under my feet grows, those two are flat, becouse i stand on them, they might have died in the arms of mother nature.

I came out of my cages, and shared a thousend year knowlidge of the world that was beyond 20 hundred century.

Storys we told, storys we share, still i cant help i laugh at you. Swing your emotions against me, becouse i dont laugh at you, i laugh with you, peeking little bit at you with the glimt of love in my eyes.

I like it.

It fell of the table, that screen where you where at, you smiled while it fell and crashed in thousend peaces, now every peace from the glass that protected you, smiles in thousend ways on the floore, that i sanded one early monday morning.

When i hold up my hand, will you reach for it, or will you turn your eyes away from me?

Those little things you do, like shopping and fishing after my smile, or is it tears you want. I dont know, all iknow is that you are made of steele that i need a heated kiss to bend to a heart shaped form.

And i like it.

A magazine you were becouse you are so beautiful.

Im watching the dawning, and im sitting of the top of the world, and i like it....

You are very beautiful, im watching you, and i do like it.

Can we keep a silent tounge and a closed mouth, to just sit here and enjoy the wiev?

Let us be free as we are when we want to be.

Horses run outside our sunny beemed window, i gave you tea with milk and honey, you gave me love from a world i never knew existed, we smiled that morning while the horses smiled in the wind, running wild in slowmotion in the sun.

Im sitting on top of you, and we like it......

New day after a thrill in a white mans face

New day dawns, new day begins. Tears from past is gone.

Smile rises, feelings melting like an icecikle in the hot sun.

The day is still newborn baby. Nothing from yesterday remaines, its all in ruins from the nights destroying.

Fire meets fire, water meets water, elements 5 bring a new day to our lifes.

Sun has risen, wind blows gently in my loves ear, whispering, can i hold you a life time.

For ever, can i have your kiss.

Dreams of you over and over repeats that night we shared a time ago, i dont want to forgett.

Can i look in to your eyes, can i hold you close beside me, could i?

Sweet memories lyes in my arms, my love lyed there this morning. She went to bathroom.

This night we shared, this night was young with glooming heat, burning flames. Windows are in fog mystery.

Smile rised in my face, smile it took me back to the other night, your smile still remaines in my dreams, in my reality.

You hated me when we made love, that hate was filled with burning love. I never hated you, i only loved you more then you ever hated me that night.

Give me your hand, i will lead you, beyond walleys, beyond hedges of dreams and flowers.

Fly with me to a forreign land where we beginn our life, you and me.

Dubbled up i told Boris in that pub in New hampshire, one for me and one for my love, cheers.

Venedig took us down roads on that road that floods with blue grey water, your eyes is nothing like blue-grey, they are wonderful.

Eifel tower us gave more love, there we made our europein kiss, tounge of mine said hi to yours.

Statue of liberty celebrated our love by flaming up her candle in her hand.

Fly to this forreign land we will one day, but Stockholm will set us free and give us what we deserve.....

... A life with us in the big picture, thank god its a picture, then we will always love each other forever, becouse a picture lasts, just like my love to you, it lasts forever my love of my life.

I love you baby.

Leaving Las Vegas for good

Left Las Vegas many times, this time for good.

Neverland always waited me, maybe not forever, but still.

I came from snowy winter paradise once, sayed hello to a new world that was called by a face of an innocent man.

That innocence lasted maybe a fall, not longer than a summer holliday.

I had my tears, my smiles, my thoughts and wonders, i had my time.

Beautiful girls there are many of them, i thank for that, but only one took my heart away with an exploation of dreams and happyness.

My rollercoaster never was done, it kept me going, today iknow why it kept me going.

The face never was ready to meet a public, yet it was released as a monster it came out to be.

My mind is amazed how people is dragged to a pile of cow shit, yet that cow shit made me inlove, so iguess nothing bad comes out without goodness.

Leaving Las Vegas, now for good. I thank all the clownes and all the gloryfine people that made my life happy. Thank you, i will always remember you.

My days are over here on Facebook, my days never were any glamorous thrill of pine apples. Maybe i made one or two souls happy, ihope, it was my mission, aswell as to find me a fine lady.

I had too many wounds from Las Vegas, too much shit came in my throat. Im still amazed how i could breath.

Friends came and went number 77 became 78, 79, and even 80, but it always went to 77.

That describes my life, people leave me some day.

My money now is to end here in Las Vegas, so i cant insert any more coins to one armed bandits or rulettes no more.

Leaving Las Vegas for good, taking my only best price with me, my baby Khyz Dingco Juntunen.

That price i will always cherish in my life. Love you baby mine for ever.....

Girl in red love dress, who sank my sword of hate to the world

Pair of eyes, looking at me so close to me. Is it a dream? Is she a stranger?

Her love makes me feel like a stranger, when the look burns in me with so deep love, she smiled, and i felt a hot summer day without shadows that reaching after my darkness.

Is it a dream that a girl can crawl in to my skin that way she does, with her bright eyes...

She looks in to my eyes without closing them for any second, all i can feel is how much i love now, today, tomorrow.

The one who looks at me for this moment, she is so perfect in every way. My love, never let this feeling where i feel your arms round me dissepeare.

My love, we belong together, leaving is for those who never belived in what we belive in.

For ever, let me see you each and every morning, day, night.

I love you and only you my love.

Always forever.

So long i waited for you, so many dreams i had, so many tears i faded away.

I need you, i want to feel you, now and forever.

You are the love of my heart, my soul of dreams. Let me love you everyday as you let me do until today.

My love, there is so many storys i want to tell you, each one for each day. Those fill a life time.

Belive in my song for you my lady, belive in my words, in my love for you, becouse you made me whole, made me say Good morning without sadness in my voice, in my morning tears.

I always want you near me, so i can give you that bird who sings for you on your shoulder, every day that goes by.

I love you babymine so much, you are my love of my mind, my lady in red love dress pearled with white innocense.

Love you so much....

One sunny day...

All became quiet. Air is so thick...

A blanket dancing in the wind on a balcony far from here, a lady watering her flowers.

Even the cars outside, dont make any noice. everything is so silent...

Does any one see me? Heare me? Not even the neighbours dog saw or heard me when i called at you.

No use in screeming, no use in pointing, you dont see me...

All i thought was a dream, i realize its all true.

Wind dont catch me no more, rain dont wetten me and my clothes. I am nobody, and them you never see.

I walked long that road that started up north on that street and ended on the south side of the river that floods on the other side, long straight road where people get small on the other side for my naked eye to look.

Wondering cross the road, thinking what happend? All iknow is that i woke up one sunny day, you were gone and i was invicible for the world.

One good thing, i can move fast, yesterday i was tired.

I am the guy who fell of in the middle some where on my way to the stars, i never got to explore the stars, never live loca la vida here on mother earth.

I am now someone who is not possible to be seen, i am one who is drawn to places without knowing why...

If i find out what, where i am drawn to, yea lets see what i see...

.... I see where my life started and where it ended one sunny day, on a cold peace of stone....

Class of 2011 2.0

-What is the living truth? Telling a story and be happy just becouse you told a true story?

No!

The living truth is to tell the truth bout life and beliving in every word, and making the listeners belive with you.

This is Class 2011 2.0, this is my class, be here and listen, or be dismissed...

If you belive in searten thing, then stick to it and find out more bout that. Belive in it with your heart.

Same thing with love, belive in love and it will serve you pretty good. Dont stare your self blind on small issues in love, its then people get lost and loosing that love they once found.

Love dont grow on trees, love dont serve it by it selfe, it has to be taken care of, just like a flower.

What about life, does it serve by it self? No it does not. Everything you do, must be pushed by you to work by its own, if you build a boat, you have to sail it and stare it in right direction, so you dont end up in a storm. Life is like domino, push one brick down, they all move, push one persons heart with goodness you touched many peoples heart.

Life my friends is not easy. It is as hard as you want it, when you start a lavin in your life, it dont fall down directly, it takes some time before you are buried under it, under those problems.

If you stare your "boat" in right direction all along, you dont end up in those storms that puts your boat under the water, it rocks a bit but will be still in the water later.

Problems are many, and they come in different clothings. Some are naked and easy to spot directly, thank God for thatg so we can awoid it directly, but some others weare that clothes that melts in, in our society of life. Those are the tricky once. Deal with those problems and never let go of hope of a sun to rise after the rain, coz after rain does sun appeare, always. That God planned for us, so we can be strong and solve things.

Everything is planned and organized from higher up, nothing happends by mistake in this world, only poker is a misstake game, that we people invented.

If you loose, dont be sad, rise again, you loose some battles and win some others, thats life. You dont win a war without loosing some battles. So relax and enjoy things that makes you happy.

According to happy, what makes you happy....? Think of what makes you that, and stick to it, let it be grown in you so you live by it, breath it, eat it, live it. Give one smile and you gave 2 other people smile.

Life is hard to live, nothing comes for free, we earn it and deserve it, just like love. You dont take love, you deserve it.

Find a job, work hard, earn your sallary, buy food to the family.

Find a girl, work hard, earn love, and deserve her. Life long, not just for the moment, and one more thing... There is no such thing as "casanova", we invented it so we have an excuse to be disoriented and enjoy it.

To screw girls around one by one, is not enjoying, its a failier in your personality, and a way to say i dont know what i want. Find one that rocks your heart in every possible way, dont rush in to girls or boys, wait to that moment that comes, that moment dont stop in your station far too long, so grab it when it comes and live by it and work hard for that train that stopped at your station.

When the door knocks, open it, it can be a smile who wants to come in to your heart.

Choose life, not missery. You dont be saved from missery if you dont want to, get up and grab on hold of your self, you are better than many in the world. Give up once, and you will win many more times...

You are perfect coz you are one of a kind here in this globe of ours.....

Dont hate each other, we live under the same sky, breath same air. We are from one seed every one, brothers and sisters. So let hate go and love each other no matter what. Human fails, we aint perfect, God is.

And that is how it should be, becouse no one is more perfect than God, he looks after us, thats why he is perfect, he dont fail, he built this whole system and us and the animals and the forrest and flowers.

All for us, so enjoy tghe beauty in the world, stop for a moment and smell the sun.

This is class 2011 2.0, you just heard my point of wiev in life, whats your belive in life and love, this was mine....

Angel whispered my name

You took me by my hand, you were sent to be my guide.

Window open, curtaines moving to the sound of the wind.

Its humming a love song for the broaken hearted one.

You took me by my hand brought me to the other side.

From a forreign land you came, dont care bout where you have been....

Light shivered so blue from your presens, angel as you are, you carry the sign of love...

Window open, curtaines moving to the sound of the wind, dancing to a song that reminded me bout you.

In you came thrue that walz of music from the empty wind.

You gave me your hand for me to take it, i did take it, grab it.

Where you took me only you know, all iknow is that i have never been in a place this wonderful.

You are wonderful.

You told me once that you would come, you really did, it took a while, but you did come.

Please stay, at least a life time....

Place like grave yard

Place like this will never be the same again. Garden like this will never bloom like this again. Songs that were sang in the grass on the other side that hedge, never were sang again. Place like this will never more be the same, times changed. Smiles that was given back then, never again comes to life. If we ever meet again, it will never be the same as before. I will never be the same again. We shared same dream once, same reality, time shattered it, long time ago. Teardrops back then is today forgotten, they belong on the grave yard today without visitors. Feelings and senses that was blooming to us between us, belongs too on the grave yard of long lost once. We went diffrent roads, we dident know bout our new builted road that we walked with beare feets. We only know of our path, that one we walk with the sun in our back. Long lost time is destroyed and future brings us new once to beary in the soil. What we once knew, is never more.

Knife, sharp and deadly and never loved...

Your a knife sharp and deadly. My heart you ripped apart, infact you liked it so much so you developed that into a monster that you dressed well.

The monster you are, the monster you wanna behave as.

Once you used a sharp and deadly knife, today you try to scare me at nights under my bed...

Life you never learned, life you let walk throu your window that you letted open last warm summer day.

Mind of yours was so buissy so you never saw that fly out in the open free...

I saw that fly away, tryed to catch, but you laughed at me, how stupid i must have looked like.

Sharp and deadly it was once, now its all smooth and round, you stabbed me so many times so its never more sharp, deadly yes it is becouse you killed me that warm summer day.

Thoughts bring happyness as well as sadness. You tryed to eat me with your hatred thoughts, but you never knew it brought me in to freedom wich i found thrue fire in my heart.

Freedom made me strong, made me reborn to a dancing flame that will burn you slowly, while i dance the funky shit with my many flames that licks your soul with heat and gives you wounds that are more sharp than your knife ever were...

Terrefied? Never, afraid, of what?

Your dress as a monster wount go for a nickel in my world of happyness i find today.

Shes a monster, oh yes and will forever more be in my eyes.

Saturday came and sun rised, sun warmed my long lost soul, mind and heart.

Saturday became night, and my path cleared up.

Your arsenal of weapons will be faded away in a lullaby that a father sings to his child, who lyes sick in the bed one wednesday eavning.

When sunday came, i was in arms of a soul that God builted with his secret love from his heart.

Sadness becomes to smiles, happyness turnes into flames of everlasting love.

Knife that you once held in your hand will remain as a memory from a dark past, a past i never go back to, not even if Slatko pulls a trigger at me, and paints my wall with the colour of love.

I dont mind seing the past with my eyes, i dont mind....

But i will never practise that past ever again more.

April came one early day, i saw a pair of dark eyes that told me a story:

-In woods of fear, in darkness of hate.

In life of danger, in a world of war, there i will stand strong and loved by you.

Never let me go, never turn away. The bird i am, the feather i have, over shoulders and minds i will fly with you.

Love me as you do today, love me as you always did, forever.

My love, i will always love you more then you ever will be aware of.

Forever.....

It could have been otherway...

Spread my wings i one day will fly with. Every feather that God woved for me, every wind thats going to carry me over valleys and farms. If we ever meet again, i wount let you go again. In shadows of dreams, in reality of ours there i exist. Somewhere bertween now and then i will rule as the King i should be. My wings carryed me ones, but i fell. I am the one who flew once but fell of the track, i am the one who pointed at the stars with my wings but fell of somewhere in the middle. Many has come in my life, many has left me. She came, i bet it was her. She came, never said hi, but i loved her anyway. So much.... I met you twice, it was never in my dream, it was here with mother nature, you were so beautiful. You smiled i smiled back. I havent seen you around lately, maybe you are dissepointed at me, i dont know, yet i know i love you with all my heart. Its hard some days, easyer some others. Some day we meet again, but by then we shall smile like we should have done today. Every tear is filled with missing sadness. Every thought is filled with love from me to you. One day......one day..... R.I.P