Love came, brought me a smile

Last man standing, on the edge. Things done that God will say hmph for. Still he stands and looks upon his life.

Many things went wrong, many sad moments passed.

Pain, this evil pain seeks him, brings him closer to mother earth.

Love found him, love eased a pain that no longer seeks him.

Lost and found.

- You came on a saturday, you wanted to share the love so much, i never belived you in beginning, you came when i was going to bitterness, i had stopped beliving in love, you saved me my love, ido belive in love now again.

You dissepeared on a sunday, all i had given, was rinning away from me, i was thinking i was back in my lonelyness.

Wednessday you came, said you love me, i was in love again, now iknow, what i dident know then. I love you Kathy so much so much, never leave me my love. Never... I dont wanna be in hell more, i want to be in your arms, feel your heat on a sunday morning in the sun beems thrue the window.

Life is waiting

Our smile will take us to the land of forreign dreams.

We woved our dream in that bed, in that red-white little house.

there are clouds in the sky, wish and you might get what you wish for.

Wish a life and you will get your self a smile.

Every sadness has its hiding, its own secret treasure, no use of crying couse you just smile, and smile will be forfilled.

Forfilled...

Fear and sorrow will be our guidening in the darkest of times, in every heart where there is a heart beating, you will find your smile.

Go out for a walk, sing with all gladness you can overcome, sing ladadaa and you will find ever true happyness.

Maybe tomorrow you smile and light up your face with gladness, maybe tomorrow.

If you just smiled :)

Weekend made out of love

Sometimes we forgett that time goes by, we forgett about the love once. Sometimes time stands still.

We fall in love, our heart breakes. But still we rise, everyday all over the world we feel the same feeling, love.

Its the bound between us, that holds us together, its the enormous love to live, to be loved that we need and hold.

Dont let go, we are but humans on this earth. Never stop loving.

We need love, we need to be taken care of, giving care, giving love.

Warm flood of summer breeze melts the ice in our vaines. It fills us with comfortable feelings, feelings we dont wanna be rid off.

-I saw you on a sunday morning, i spoke to you with the silk smooth word that could give wich evil love in its vain, heart.

I saw you on Monday, you were going out, you never saw me, i saw you. There you stood beautiful as a morning in heaven, your black shirt, your bloodred trousers blended me in the light of ray.

Tuesday you spoke again, i opened the conversation between us. Nothing more on that day.

Wednesday i never saw you, thursday went bye, Friday came, you were long away from me...

Saturday i cryed couse you never spoke to me....

Sunday came again, i woke up, next to you, we loved each other that morning....-

Love rises from above, blind like it can be, never fier love, fier the one whos giving it, couse, if you never find out who is giving love to you, you can never love the right way.

Is it important how person looks like, if that can provide you with wine from the finest druves, if that can provide you with that ear that no one ever did, if that can give you the satisfaction for your soul that your heart desires?

This is love my friends, love is so much more than just love.

My knowlidge of life and love, is here on this blog, in my world.

Trust me on this....

Please hurry home

Iknow i was wrong, why did you leave me alone? Alone in the world, where shadows meet light from Gods eyes.

Feeling i must sleep, feeling that you are totally awake, please dont apologize, When did you leave me alone.

Sleep brings me dreams, dreams woved by missery. Feeling alone, please hurry home, never apologize for leaving me alone.

I needed you alone, needed you by the end of the rainbow. Needed you to be my treasure.

I really cant belive that fantasy are gone leaving a missery beautiful like the sin in a devils eyes, like the truth in a curly haired girls eyes.

You brought me smiles so much that i could let you free.

Why did you leave me alone, it was all done by me......

When i sleep at nights, i ask when are you coming home.....

Minions party

Wind blows from north, wiches flying in, bringing chaos. Satans minions is tearing free souls apart.

Humans are screeming, dying, burning up. Doomday has come.

Satan takes whats his, who him prayed. Minions are laughin when they torn all us humans apart, they enjoying them selves with the blood from our vains flooding down on their hands.

They are flying across the fields of dark skyes. Sun has dissepered, darkness rules the planet of apes, we are like pigs screeming when they are going to be slaughtered.

There are so many minions, now Satan showed him self, this day God prevented is here, satan is free on the earth, God gave him the word to take what was his and are.

No saviour to you who Lucifer begged, or never belived in God.

Lucifer tears you apart, he eats your soul, lets you burn forever in his caves, in his land of fire and darkness. No mercy no nothing, be happy you got what you wanted.

Laughin ecos all over the world by the demons to minions. Planet earth is no longer a wonderful place, all trees and flowers are burned up, all the houses, skyscrapes are fallen apart, only concreate from its shell is left. Sky is painted bloodred, everything is bloodred coloured.

Fire everywhere, planet Earth has gone under, no more humans rule this earth.

Everything has gone quiet now, cars standing still and burning, we are no longer what we were yesterday.

Now God gave us what he told us about, he opened the world to Satan, as he once promissed him.

God has already taken his children. What Lucifer got, was you and me....... You and me......

May you burn in hell....

Sun is down

Emptyness is killing me, eating me up. I no longer exist, has God choosen to take his hand of me?

I am no longer what i was before, i was shining, now i only fade to darknesses crown. Evil rules in that land i am in. Dark eyes stearing at me, laughin for every joy their soul can provide.

I sent my self to hell, thou i belong there. I have no more words to fill in, no more feelings to share. No more cookies bout dont do that, dont do this. I am no longer michael, i am only a rotten shell that dont deserve to exist.

No more words to fill in this time more...

Wellcome home, i think...

I cant belive that i finally found you baby. There is gonna be some ups and downs, but with us wrapped around our arms, there is no dark times, couse you got the good thing.

I need you now moore than the air i breath. Iknow we making history, we making a life. Dont let go...

Hold on to the love we making, you got to know.

Good thing you got, good thing we share, so hold on tight, this coaster never stops.

Even if the ground would shake, we stand solid on the mother earth feets.

Once and a while a tear will fall down, but it will be a tear of happyness, happyness among shadows that dont reach for us.

My dream is to get married, my dream is a life in harmony, will i ever achieve that, well God knows, and i cant dance that dance alone, so eventually its not 100% up to me, maybe i just quit that dream and live like some other fool in a world full of apes.

Light hits my eyes everytime i wake up, why the hell should i wake up?

I think i wove another dream, and that is never again to wake up.

Shivering lights, blending love, they all are around us.

Love tastes as a sweet banana in a cold drink on bahamas a sunny day on the beach.

But love can also taste like the worste milk that stood in a warm climate in the sun on Miami beach.

Something died in me, but still i feel love like hell, that dident die, no.

This feels good, right, the best, but im no star no more, im just that guy who almost failed.

True story behind michael: When i fail, i dissepeare without traces.....

" If i knew then what i know now" i would have never done what i did........

Failing door and sweet innocent tears

Sweet love lay her hand upon my soul.

Sweet dream captured my love from far distance, made me bleed out of tears.

Failier stood behind my door, should i open even if it knocks harder than i thought?

Sweet love lay her hand upon me and my soul, my heart ached out of pain.

Lost, found, i dont know, all i know that i might be in a dessert somewhere in no mans land.

I walk among shadows, creatures eyes blending in the dark night, waiting, wanting me to step outside my path.

Im all alone here in the woods, i dont find my self out, home, where is my home?

God took his hand from me, he forgot about one of his many children, me.

Jesus christ superstar sang a song on broadway, he made success, i never got so far...

Once i sang on a stage mightyer than broadway, and i only had one wiever, that was all i needed.

I was superstar once, today i aint even wearing a star. That fell long ago from my shoulders.

You are my star, you are my everything. Now i only see the shadows from what was once a star.

Light my fire, dont put it out. Fill my fire with golden braces and jewels from old western story.

JFK was murdered in his car, shoot in the head. Martin Luther King went the same road as John, Elvis and Michael. Why couldent i walk that road when i was that star before i fell somewhere in the middle. I could have been remembered as them i told you about.

I am, i were, i was. No more, no more sugar plum picked from Adam and Eves garden, no more apples for me, im in pain.

I pointed once against the stars, but i fell of somewhere in the middle, the hole in the ground after my fall, is still not full of grass and flowers, its just soil still, black and brown, this was a time ago now.

Winter was here, now the birds soon are gonna start sing, life returns to alive in the woods, slowly but mighty.

When are my life gonna start bloom, maybe today, maybe yesterday, maybe never.

All iknow is that i love, i live, and i eat and sleep.

I am nobody, everybody.

Sweet love lay your hand upon me, tell me a song that made a lullabye jealous, sing that song, and i will fall asleep.

I never opened that door............

Love killer beems on a sunny day

The stars are rising upon us. Missery fights back, missery misses love.

All i have, all i am, for you, for me. Its dark now my love, its peace as long as you fight with me, fight the dark.

Hold me thrue the night, wake up with me, smiling like the sun that blended hate for a minute ago in a homeless eyes.

I can only be one and only for one, i want to be that for you.

Hold my heart, hold my soul, together we are invincible, together we hold eachother.

Speak to me, whisper that son that got forgotten in a forreign land.

Lullabye was sang to a child with curly hair, i miss you Linnea, daddy misses you.

Rollercoaster soon is over, 11 years went to 11 minutes in my hand, praised the lord above us, and wiped my tears away.

Home you seek, and find in me, home i seek and find it in you.

Life aint long, lets make the best of it and kiss and love each other, fighting we leave behind us, far away.

When you fall, i will catch you, even if its fall where the leafs leave te trees. Nothing comes between us, even if its dark.

Fight hard for love, fight for me me love.

Things will go better, take my hand and lets fly to neverland, you and me. Love you...

Scotty, beem me up, where going home........

First kiss is fearless, as true love

First kiss is fearless, first kiss brings you fear, fear to loose everything.

15:een and still going against 30, we are but humans.

First love is unforgettable, until you find your dream, Oksana.

Dream, walk thrue fog, thrue fire. Love changes us, our way the thick way of thinking.

I had a shootgun pointed against Boris, against Göran, they never went back, i shoot.

What happend in that story, that was no sugar plum picked from trees of wild afternoon dream.

Grownups we are, still children in Gods face. Our song desires the first fearless kiss, thou all of our kisses are fearless.

Love brings tears love feeds our desire after a fruit to eat. Dont kiss if you are afraid, feel it instead.

Sun shines with hair undone, how ever it sounds fun.

Face of an innocent beauty, shines with her hair so curly.

No man should ever live alone, coz he is a stone.

Bright life, loveble wife. Dream of secret groom, you will be meeting doom.

love story of mine aint 250 paiges, it has no paiges, its filled with goodies from champaigne bottles mixed up with the taste of romeos and juliettes love potion.

My dream is you, my dream will conquer yours, couse i love and will love you forever.

Precious love and loving champagne bottles filled with goodies

For my love and joy in my life, i write this with no helping hand from any song, only for my Oksana

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-You are my everything, you are the one that walks in my shoes.

You fill in the rest of the words i never got to spoke about.

Life went thrue my door, life came in thrue my window. You came with that soft breeze from wind that blew my heart away.

With all power of our holy mighty God, he gave you to me, and me to you, was it right, it was, not even doubting Thomas will yab no moore about that. Couse we are one as it should be.

You keep me safe from stress and harm, you wave your beautyful hand against the wind that holds us here on mother earth arms.

You wave it to me, i am blessed.

Your beauty smells like a teenage summer, your kiss taste summer berrys with honey and milk.

Our soul smiles when i pass your treshold, i stood at your treshold, looking at you like no other fool, couse you took my breath away.

Winter came, winter lasted 6 months, you came that winter, not too earlie, nor too late, you came just so perfect you could, i was waiting for you.

Summer is soon here my love, well meet, that iknow, but we already meet in the car, in the work, everywhere, in dreams we love, in reality we love, the same the same but diffrent, not moore than a bag full of love and a joy with you.

I love you Oksana moore than love can describe, this is me, this is all of me.

I am forever, i am yours.

My name is Michael, and i just wrote that i am in love again, and i love it.

Rehab for me, mind the gap

I live in a skyscraper, i got vertigo...

Full moon is looking down upon me, is it the boy or just the light hitting my eyes, i dont know.

Dreams are made for them who dream, i dont dream, hell waits for me?

Life is for them who can love and will be loved, i miss a leg, i only love, i hope?

Cotton bubbles silk nails, flying sorceras, we never made it, well you did, but not me.

We drink, we laugh, we make love, everyday is a pattern, a pattern we must follow. You made it to land of forreign fortune, land where gold is spun thrue small silver beem that reaches from cinderellas fingers, before she turned into that monster who slaughtered the evil Narnia queen.

I still wait for eternal love, i still wait, not for monsterella, i wait for you, by the way, who are you, i can only guess, and when im there, in my guess, oh shit, i will never have that guess of mine...

I type, i write, i live in a world full of balloons woved by Baloo. Mowgli, thin boy with a glimt in his eye, he ate me and got fat.

Baloo is now on rehab for theese dam pine apple drinks, he morned Mowgli....

Panthera play that song you played last time you were on stage, not that lullabye, that other shit.

We fly to forreign land, we discover a land of love, only you and me, but for that, you must let go.

"This life dont last forever, so tell me what we are waiting for...... Hold my hand"

obey your love

Gud som är i himmelen helgat varde ditt namn, tillkomme ditt rike, ske din vilja, så som i himmelen, så och på jorden, vårt dagliga bröd giv oss idag, tillkomme ditt rike......

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Love dont come everyday, love exists round us. we dont see love, we feel it.

Love is blind, love weares that colour you love, love weares long hair, short hair, naked exposed all in your way that you like.

trees are getting beautyful this time of the year, flowers are blooming birds make little birds, we all know birds does that one time of the year, and its not now.

this love projects, it gives you to see theese flowers that you dont see otherwise this time of the year.

Gods fruit is love, gods fruit is children, we make children, no smoke without fire, if you aint got love, no children.

what you find you seek, i found 2 matches, now i am totally confused, but happy.

So love exists, we have to only see behind our 5 fingers...

Class of 2011

Victory, and the victorians will be us, win a fight win a war. No we aint capable of winning a war without loosing some battles.
The strongest stand tall, the loosers stay week, one chanse one shoot, take it.
We own our own life, yet we borrowed our soul from God above.
Stay beautyful, stay in there, never let go. Love comes knocking on your door once in a while, throwing you a smile.
Love shows you a heart, gives you comfort, embrace it.
Weare sunscreen he said, i can only agree.
Future is here, future is now and forward, dont look back on your own fails, dont spend your day morning over things you never accomplished. You are not fat, you are perfect.
Mathematics, history, children, that we all learn in kindergarden, in school. We get mocked, we get celebrated.
Complimants, stress we all have been there.
Most interresting people is not them who describes them selves as heroes and strongest there is, its them who gives their life to others.
Dont read magazines, they will misslead you.
Dont look at other celebraties and wonder why you cant have a partner like that, look after a partner with your heart, you will never have George Clooney or Di caprio, they dont live in our world....
Maybe you dance the funky shit on your 80 year anniversery, maybe you dont, at least if you do, make sure its not with Clooney, but its with that celebrity that embraces your heart.

Were sunscreen, couse its good for you.
Enjoy life, never mind, trust me only, i am your best friend, just belive in me i will belive in you and be there for you until you dont need me any more, then i will dissepere.
You dont know when you dont need me any more, iknow that, when im gone, i dont tell you, you will remember one thing, i am restored to maximum now, go on with your life remember what i tought you.
Maybe you marry, maybe not, maybe you get children, maybe you wount, only know that you have a life, that is the best instrument you have, be care and careful with it.
Be nice to people, family, work hard for love, the more loved you get, more beautyful you get.
Leave a place before it gets on you, stay as long as you feel good.

Respect the older, respect the younger, dont mess with your hair, you are beautyful as you are.
Make up, operations all that is a failier to beautyness, you aint beautyfuller with shit on your face, it will make you only look ugly.
This is class 2011, this is my class, be here and learn, otherwise be dissmissed....

Justyfie thursday

Justifye your self, tell me the world beyond beauty.
What is beautyness? Do we really know, its diffrent couse we are unique.
Why are we unique, God gave us free will to live.
Love is love, and fue knows them words.
Willing to sacrifice, willing to give and get. Egoistic does not eco in love forum.

I heard eco kling in my ears long time ago, yesterday.
Sum of all fierce, the sum of all joy. Bring in the new, delete the old, James has she come yet?
No im starting to belive she never comes, ask her the phone number next time you dumb white skinny ass...
I gave my number, she trashed it, called me cheep ass from outer space. Im no alien, im no nothing, only a ghost for you.
remember, everytime you wipe that sweet ass of yours, you will remember me, couse it was me who put up with your whining you mother ´cock sucking skinny puss...

Love dont recognize in my world, it only feeds it selfe, when ever it wants.

Trees are blooming, trees are whining thrue the wind. Your hairstraw blew little to the left, i took it to the right.
i looked in to your eyes, deep down in your shiny eyes. I told you a lullabye that made my heart race for you.
I kissed you gently on your lips, sweet wet kisses made from blooming apple trees with a taste of plum in a wine bottle, we were drunk that other day.
Make love, share a mysterious world between two naked bodys, sweatning, sounding.
On tuesday i gave you love, on wednesday i made love, to you.
Friday came and you were gone as the wind that died on a saturday morning.
Sunday i rest, sunday i feel sad. Sunday was the day God created the world.
Im all warm now, my shirt fell of... Exposed my chest, every shape shined in the light of candles i litted for you, when you never came...
i blew off the light...

You never came huh.... Never came to me... I blame my self, i never made love on monday morning like i said i would, i never did.
Weekday has its smile you never smile, weekend has its cry, cry you always did.
Sun will rise in the east, set in west, snow rises from north, heat sets down in south, we all need something from the elements of life, i choosed love.
2010 to 2011, every ones happy, i am sad, i am lonely, lonely boys waiting for that lonely girl.
I hate my life, please kill me slowly, like you did with our love.
I hate you, i kill you, i piss on you, i love you.

Thursday i saw you, next to your name on the door was a nother name.....