fredag 8 april 2011

Girl in red love dress, who sank my sword of hate to the world

Pair of eyes, looking at me so close to me. Is it a dream? Is she a stranger?
Her love makes me feel like a stranger, when the look burns in me with so deep love, she smiled, and i felt a hot summer day without shadows that reaching after my darkness.

Is it a dream that a girl can crawl in to my skin that way she does, with her bright eyes...
She looks in to my eyes without closing them for any second, all i can feel is how much i love now, today, tomorrow.
The one who looks at me for this moment, she is so perfect in every way. My love, never let this feeling where i feel your arms round me dissepeare.
My love, we belong together, leaving is for those who never belived in what we belive in.

For ever, let me see you each and every morning, day, night.
I love you and only you my love.
Always forever.
So long i waited for you, so many dreams i had, so many tears i faded away.
I need you, i want to feel you, now and forever.
You are the love of my heart, my soul of dreams. Let me love you everyday as you let me do until today.
My love, there is so many storys i want to tell you, each one for each day. Those fill a life time.

Belive in my song for you my lady, belive in my words, in my love for you, becouse you made me whole, made me say Good morning without sadness in my voice, in my morning tears.
I always want you near me, so i can give you that bird who sings for you on your shoulder, every day that goes by.
I love you babymine so much, you are my love of my mind, my lady in red love dress pearled with white innocense.

Love you so much....

torsdag 7 april 2011

One sunny day...

All became quiet. Air is so thick...
A blanket dancing in the wind on a balcony far from here, a lady watering her flowers.
Even the cars outside, dont make any noice. everything is so silent...
Does any one see me? Heare me? Not even the neighbours dog saw or heard me when i called at you.
No use in screeming, no use in pointing, you dont see me...
All i thought was a dream, i realize its all true.
Wind dont catch me no more, rain dont wetten me and my clothes. I am nobody, and them you never see.
I walked long that road that started up north on that street and ended on the south side of the river that floods on the other side, long straight road where people get small on the other side for my naked eye to look.
Wondering cross the road, thinking what happend? All iknow is that i woke up one sunny day, you were gone and i was invicible for the world.
One good thing, i can move fast, yesterday i was tired.
I am the guy who fell of in the middle some where on my way to the stars, i never got to explore the stars, never live loca la vida here on mother earth.
I am now someone who is not possible to be seen, i am one who is drawn to places without knowing why...
If i find out what, where i am drawn to, yea lets see what i see...

.... I see where my life started and where it ended one sunny day, on a cold peace of stone....

onsdag 6 april 2011

Class of 2011 2.0

-What is the living truth? Telling a story and be happy just becouse you told a true story?
No!
The living truth is to tell the truth bout life and beliving in every word, and making the listeners belive with you.
This is Class 2011 2.0, this is my class, be here and listen, or be dismissed...

If you belive in searten thing, then stick to it and find out more bout that. Belive in it with your heart.
Same thing with love, belive in love and it will serve you pretty good. Dont stare your self blind on small issues in love, its then people get lost and loosing that love they once found.
Love dont grow on trees, love dont serve it by it selfe, it has to be taken care of, just like a flower.
What about life, does it serve by it self? No it does not. Everything you do, must be pushed by you to work by its own, if you build a boat, you have to sail it and stare it in right direction, so you dont end up in a storm. Life is like domino, push one brick down, they all move, push one persons heart with goodness you touched many peoples heart.
Life my friends is not easy. It is as hard as you want it, when you start a lavin in your life, it dont fall down directly, it takes some time before you are buried under it, under those problems.
If you stare your "boat" in right direction all along, you dont end up in those storms that puts your boat under the water, it rocks a bit but will be still in the water later.

Problems are many, and they come in different clothings. Some are naked and easy to spot directly, thank God for thatg so we can awoid it directly, but some others weare that clothes that melts in, in our society of life. Those are the tricky once. Deal with those problems and never let go of hope of a sun to rise after the rain, coz after rain does sun appeare, always. That God planned for us, so we can be strong and solve things.
Everything is planned and organized from higher up, nothing happends by mistake in this world, only poker is a misstake game, that we people invented.
If you loose, dont be sad, rise again, you loose some battles and win some others, thats life. You dont win a war without loosing some battles. So relax and enjoy things that makes you happy.
According to happy, what makes you happy....? Think of what makes you that, and stick to it, let it be grown in you so you live by it, breath it, eat it, live it. Give one smile and you gave 2 other people smile.
Life is hard to live, nothing comes for free, we earn it and deserve it, just like love. You dont take love, you deserve it.
Find a job, work hard, earn your sallary, buy food to the family.
Find a girl, work hard, earn love, and deserve her. Life long, not just for the moment, and one more thing... There is no such thing as "casanova", we invented it so we have an excuse to be disoriented and enjoy it.
To screw girls around one by one, is not enjoying, its a failier in your personality, and a way to say i dont know what i want. Find one that rocks your heart in every possible way, dont rush in to girls or boys, wait to that moment that comes, that moment dont stop in your station far too long, so grab it when it comes and live by it and work hard for that train that stopped at your station.
When the door knocks, open it, it can be a smile who wants to come in to your heart.
Choose life, not missery. You dont be saved from missery if you dont want to, get up and grab on hold of your self, you are better than many in the world. Give up once, and you will win many more times...
You are perfect coz you are one of a kind here in this globe of ours.....
Dont hate each other, we live under the same sky, breath same air. We are from one seed every one, brothers and sisters. So let hate go and love each other no matter what. Human fails, we aint perfect, God is.
And that is how it should be, becouse no one is more perfect than God, he looks after us, thats why he is perfect, he dont fail, he built this whole system and us and the animals and the forrest and flowers.
All for us, so enjoy tghe beauty in the world, stop for a moment and smell the sun.
This is class 2011 2.0, you just heard my point of wiev in life, whats your belive in life and love, this was mine....

tisdag 5 april 2011

Angel whispered my name

You took me by my hand, you were sent to be my guide.
Window open, curtaines moving to the sound of the wind.
Its humming a love song for the broaken hearted one.

You took me by my hand brought me to the other side.
From a forreign land you came, dont care bout where you have been....
Light shivered so blue from your presens, angel as you are, you carry the sign of love...

Window open, curtaines moving to the sound of the wind, dancing to a song that reminded me bout you.
In you came thrue that walz of music from the empty wind.
You gave me your hand for me to take it, i did take it, grab it.
Where you took me only you know, all iknow is that i have never been in a place this wonderful.
You are wonderful.

You told me once that you would come, you really did, it took a while, but you did come.
Please stay, at least a life time....

Place like grave yard

Place like this will never be the same again. Garden like this will never bloom like this again. Songs that were sang in the grass on the other side that hedge, never were sang again. Place like this will never more be the same, times changed. Smiles that was given back then, never again comes to life. If we ever meet again, it will never be the same as before. I will never be the same again. We shared same dream once, same reality, time shattered it, long time ago. Teardrops back then is today forgotten, they belong on the grave yard today without visitors. Feelings and senses that was blooming to us between us, belongs too on the grave yard of long lost once. We went diffrent roads, we dident know bout our new builted road that we walked with beare feets. We only know of our path, that one we walk with the sun in our back. Long lost time is destroyed and future brings us new once to beary in the soil. What we once knew, is never more.

måndag 4 april 2011

Knife, sharp and deadly and never loved...

Your a knife sharp and deadly. My heart you ripped apart, infact you liked it so much so you developed that into a monster that you dressed well.
The monster you are, the monster you wanna behave as.
Once you used a sharp and deadly knife, today you try to scare me at nights under my bed...

Life you never learned, life you let walk throu your window that you letted open last warm summer day.
Mind of yours was so buissy so you never saw that fly out in the open free...
I saw that fly away, tryed to catch, but you laughed at me, how stupid i must have looked like.

Sharp and deadly it was once, now its all smooth and round, you stabbed me so many times so its never more sharp, deadly yes it is becouse you killed me that warm summer day.

Thoughts bring happyness as well as sadness. You tryed to eat me with your hatred thoughts, but you never knew it brought me in to freedom wich i found thrue fire in my heart.
Freedom made me strong, made me reborn to a dancing flame that will burn you slowly, while i dance the funky shit with my many flames that licks your soul with heat and gives you wounds that are more sharp than your knife ever were...

Terrefied? Never, afraid, of what?
Your dress as a monster wount go for a nickel in my world of happyness i find today.
Shes a monster, oh yes and will forever more be in my eyes.

Saturday came and sun rised, sun warmed my long lost soul, mind and heart.
Saturday became night, and my path cleared up.
Your arsenal of weapons will be faded away in a lullaby that a father sings to his child, who lyes sick in the bed one wednesday eavning.
When sunday came, i was in arms of a soul that God builted with his secret love from his heart.

Sadness becomes to smiles, happyness turnes into flames of everlasting love.
Knife that you once held in your hand will remain as a memory from a dark past, a past i never go back to, not even if Slatko pulls a trigger at me, and paints my wall with the colour of love.
I dont mind seing the past with my eyes, i dont mind....
But i will never practise that past ever again more.

April came one early day, i saw a pair of dark eyes that told me a story:

-In woods of fear, in darkness of hate.
In life of danger, in a world of war, there i will stand strong and loved by you.
Never let me go, never turn away. The bird i am, the feather i have, over shoulders and minds i will fly with you.
Love me as you do today, love me as you always did, forever.

My love, i will always love you more then you ever will be aware of.
Forever.....

söndag 3 april 2011

It could have been otherway...

Spread my wings i one day will fly with. Every feather that God woved for me, every wind thats going to carry me over valleys and farms. If we ever meet again, i wount let you go again. In shadows of dreams, in reality of ours there i exist. Somewhere bertween now and then i will rule as the King i should be. My wings carryed me ones, but i fell. I am the one who flew once but fell of the track, i am the one who pointed at the stars with my wings but fell of somewhere in the middle. Many has come in my life, many has left me. She came, i bet it was her. She came, never said hi, but i loved her anyway. So much.... I met you twice, it was never in my dream, it was here with mother nature, you were so beautiful. You smiled i smiled back. I havent seen you around lately, maybe you are dissepointed at me, i dont know, yet i know i love you with all my heart. Its hard some days, easyer some others. Some day we meet again, but by then we shall smile like we should have done today. Every tear is filled with missing sadness. Every thought is filled with love from me to you. One day......one day..... R.I.P