tisdag 30 november 2010

somewhere found

Somewhere found, somewhere picked up.
You picked me up.
I wanna tell you something, something my heart whispers.
Over the rainbow, in the end where the treasure is.
I found you.
Oh you noty facebook, i thank you in the middle of our war.
You are my Juliette, im your David.
Ill be your Antony, when you be my Queen.
Ill sing for you, one rainy day in west.
stars dont wait, we wait for those, under the oak tree of dreams.
wolfes sing for us, when aurora dances in the sky, for you my love, for you.
I wanna tell you something, my heart bleeds, bleeds out of love. I smile, oh yes.
Close your eyes, ill take you on a journey, beyond our minds soul.
Kiss your lips, smoothley, gentley.
Strawberrys dipped in hot chocolate, your kiss taste still in my mind.
Happy i am when you smile, smile of heavenley excuses.
Give up, not give up, one of those choises does not fit in in my life, guess what.
I gave you my word, my promiss, its still there.
Every now and then, i give you a piece of me by mail, by a typing.
Everytime you recive me with a smile, i havent met you yet, but still i meet you everyday, where ever i go.
Fill my heart with love, and i will sing for evermoore, i adore you, i belive in you, i love you.
Did i say that?
Oh yes i did.
You are all i long for, as Sinatra said, but i was before him. Couse i loved you before Sinatra sang "Fly me to the moon"
Buble`said "save the last dance for me", i was dancing with you before he sang that song.
I lit a light for you, so you find your way to me without darknesses wild teeth eating up you.
I lit a light so you can be safe.
Safe.
You are on my mind, let it be so, couse i enjoy every breath you take, every thought i send you.
Over there where the coffee shop is, there where we took our first cup of coffee, the same cafe, ten thirty in the morning we made love, ten thirty we spoke, we did everything with only a blink with an eye.
You and me, we are made for each other, we share the same soul, now, then, before.
You were never alone, couse i was there when you were born, when you had your tenth birthday, when you met me, i was allways there, only that you were never aware of that.
I was there.
I really love you, i do. Dont let go, take me in.
You have to know that, ill be allright, with you, not without you.
Deep down i want you to stay, please stay.
Get your self your wings, but never fly away from me, let me be your home. Fly do that, but return before sunset.

I love you...... I love you so

Rush

Where the silence is, where the broken arrow stopped swirling thrue the air.
Beyond our minds, illusions, desire. There we stay disoriented and lost.
Magic kingdoms dolphins swimming and dragons flying to eat up the rest of human kind that ever ruled this earth.
Protected from the dark, we seek our salvation that never comes.
We are dreamers as the rest of us canibalistic selfish human kind.
Even if the night comes draging with its darkness, Norrland will stay out of it. Sun never sets there at winter.
Its cold, cold as in syberia, there where no one lives, why do we live there?
We sing with our hearts, some of are broken ones, some of us holds a girl in our heart.
I sing for you with my heart.
Open your hand and do not slap, you are there by doomed by God.
Open your arms and take in your beloved, and you are loved by God.
Beyond our kingdom of heaven lyies our dreams, our reality, its up to you to deside whats what of them.

These silent hearts, the rush is just the same, let silence be broken............

måndag 29 november 2010

sweetness of my tung

I sit here in the dark, fantasy brings me in there.
There where the darkness is, there can i feel safe.
Couse no one knows im visiting.
I sit here in darkness, wondering, will i die couse its so dark, will i live even if the darkness catched my soul here.
Bring me some cake james, bring me some booz. I will drink. I will eat.
No not alone.
James, has she yet come, or will she be late.
James?
JAMES.....

I sit here in the darkness, waiting for that girl, she havent yet shown up. please James, bring me tears on a silver plate.
Will she come, no one knows.
Ill share my cake and my drink with my friend, i share my cake and drink with you my love.
Not yet, snow still dances outside in the moon light.
Shadows bounced against the snow walls that plow mashine has created.
Moon is so lovely this time of the year, fills emptyness with some mystic river dance.
i use to dance that dance, it was now 100 years ago, i cant remember.
Dance for me, do the funky dance and dance like you use to do on my 25th anniversery day.

James, has she shown up yet?
JAMES!

Snow is falling down, empty flings hitting my sweetness of my tung, i just swallowed a bird.
Its dark outside, memorys remaine still in my head, they never fade away, they only take a breake now and then.
Im old my love, old enough to belive in life, im young my love, young enough to belive that i can live another 100 years without failing the system.
My system, failed once, twice, third time you fixed it.
Live once, and you see the world, live twice and you see death, live the third time and you realize you are lying down next to me, we had a love conversation last night in bedroom, it was lovlie.
We talked.

JAMES!! Has she shown up yet?
James please...

I eat my cake with my friend, i eat my cake with my love of my life.

She never came...............

söndag 28 november 2010

biggest of them all

Humans most biggest fear is not that somebodys bullshitting him, its that somebody, someday will tell the truth about him...

28 november

One day it was the 28th November. Something happend that day, something that NEVER was supose to happen, ME happend....
I was born and raised in hell, my life was like a suitcase, people filled it with shit and goodies to turn me into something that i never wanted to be like.
You ask me how i feel this day, im gonna give you the solid hard truth and that is that i hate this day moore than i hate any other day. My only happy spot, exept my kids, are a girl that fell in total love with, yeah she is sweet, innocent, truthfull, lovlie, beautiful, sexy, and honest girl i meat on Facebook. I thank god for her. I promised her happyness this day, and im really trying to stay happy, but every second is long, its sliced up to many milliseconds of glory, happyness, misery, pain, so you guess how hard it is to go thrue this day.

How can a man fall so deep inlove with a girl he never meat? Its simple, i never meat her in real life, like here in stockholm, but i meat her in my dreams, in my day dreams, in my mind, everyday. So sure i meat her many times.
This love im wearing its a life long promiss that ill take care of her, love her,never harm her. Maybe it sounds hard in peoples ears to love someone, it is hard to love someone thrue life long, but not with my sugarplum, shes easy, its just there, and its so big that i could bring down all the stars in universe for her, i would give her the world, and i will wait a life long to connect with her, if i have to make my self be bitten by a vampyre to live forever after earth fall, just to hold her, ill do it with a blink of an eye.
She gives me the eternity of happyness, she makes me live, and hold on, she is the one that pumps my dam heart, she is the ONE....

So its fue houers left of this day, and i will fall insleep tonight with only one thing in my head, and that is: "my love, i celebrated my birthday as good as i could, and i will not fail with you, couse my heart bleeds of love for you my sweet love"

This is mike, signing out for tonite

Wellcome to my fucking world

You are now entering this shit with your own will, here you will heare misery, pain, burning flames from hell, maybe some good stuf to, but i can not garany you any green grass and angel songs.